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lady_curmudgeon) wrote2013-12-13 12:54 pm
lady_curmudgeon) wrote2013-12-13 12:54 pm
It's on its way...
Got a message from Perfect Memorials--the urn has been shipped, will be delivered by Fed Ex. The tracking number is still too new to work in Fed Ex's system just yet so I don't know where it is, but I've got a tracking # at the very least so I can track the package's travels if I want to. I'm not worried about it, much; it's just the urn and not Jazz's cremains with it, so...
I have yet to hear from the vet's office as to if they've received her cremains; I don't expect to til next week, honestly. They said it would take about two weeks, and next Monday marks two weeks to the day for her passing. It alternatively feels like longer and as if it were just yesterday still. From my past experiences with cat loss I know I'll be feeling this way for awhile to come. It just sucks that it's during the holidays this time, that's all. Still struggling to get into the holiday spirit, which also sucks.
This morning I woke around 0530 again...so frustrating...and I stumbled into the office and found Ra in her bed and for a split second I thought it was her. This made me have a sad for awhile. Sigh. I don't "see" her out of the corners of my eyes when I'm nattering around the house, at least not so far. That is A Good Thing, as it would only deepen my sadness, which is remaining pretty deep. Sigh.
I have yet to hear from the vet's office as to if they've received her cremains; I don't expect to til next week, honestly. They said it would take about two weeks, and next Monday marks two weeks to the day for her passing. It alternatively feels like longer and as if it were just yesterday still. From my past experiences with cat loss I know I'll be feeling this way for awhile to come. It just sucks that it's during the holidays this time, that's all. Still struggling to get into the holiday spirit, which also sucks.
This morning I woke around 0530 again...so frustrating...and I stumbled into the office and found Ra in her bed and for a split second I thought it was her. This made me have a sad for awhile. Sigh. I don't "see" her out of the corners of my eyes when I'm nattering around the house, at least not so far. That is A Good Thing, as it would only deepen my sadness, which is remaining pretty deep. Sigh.